08:14

I was ranting online about how I hate modern technology and wanted to extend a bit more here: I can't move my head a bit, that my headphone stops — oh it's smart, it want to avoid me having to pause manually when I'm interrupted. Except I just adjusted my glasses and not even moved the headphone itself.

Ok, let's search about this thing that I read on an article, CMD+T, *types query*, ENTER. What? I was redirected to the previous tab which had the keyword I just typed for?! Thanks Arc, you're so smart and helpful. Except your "predictions" weren't useful at all.

And that's the solutionism! One of the bad parts of being a software engineer is that there's this trade-off where you have to either work with something goes against your beliefs (unless you can accept "the system", which at least for me consumes most of my energy) or don't get all the money this career can give you. And I don't really want money for me, but I have a family, and we need money to live. If it was just for me I'd be on a one-room flat, try my luck with the money I saved for around a year and see if I can live as an "independent creator of things", be it my games or some tool to help people develop stuff. But that's not reality, so I gotta "sell my soul" for now

09:25

Finished the tests! I even feel a bit euphoric after removing this weights of my shoulders. I already know that my brain is different and I am a neurodivergent person, this was never a doubt for anyone around me, but now I gotta learn what is this and hopefully having this understand will make my life better.

I hope there are any missing tests. Aaaaaaaaaaaa